HOW HAS GC CHANGED YOUR LIFE? Please read <3
I went through a lot as a child and suffered from horrible depression and anxiety. My parents divorced when I was 11. My mom was physically abused and decided it was finally time to leave. I was devastated. We moved from our Florida home and went back to Maine..where I was born originally. It had been a few years since I was back and everything changed greatly..My best friend from forever ago who I was keeping in touch with those few years was growing apart from me. I had to deal with sexual abuse from my moms boyfriend at the time as well..Everything Just seemed to keep getting worse. I was always an outcast in school as well and never really seemed to get along with many people. I started to hurt myself and didn't care about my own well being. Slowly the depression was getting more and more extreme....
One day I was sitting at my house..I was watching MTV and saw Good Charlotte's hold on music video. That changed my perspective on everything. I than had a sense of hope. For once I felt that I was not alone.
"But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through"
Ever since that moment I had attached myself to them. They have been my heroes and my salvation ever since than. I have a tattoo devoted to them on my right forearm and I would never have it any other way. They saved my life. Ive been through a lot. and I owe so much to them. I really hope benji, joel, billy, paul, or deano read this. It would be really great. I just want them to know what theyve done for me...I'll never forget it. I want them to know that they mean the world to me... I just want to say thank you for everything. I love you all so much.
I'm starting a sleeve here too (:
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One day I was sitting at my house..I was watching MTV and saw Good Charlotte's hold on music video. That changed my perspective on everything. I than had a sense of hope. For once I felt that I was not alone.
"But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through"
Ever since that moment I had attached myself to them. They have been my heroes and my salvation ever since than. I have a tattoo devoted to them on my right forearm and I would never have it any other way. They saved my life. Ive been through a lot. and I owe so much to them. I really hope benji, joel, billy, paul, or deano read this. It would be really great. I just want them to know what theyve done for me...I'll never forget it. I want them to know that they mean the world to me... I just want to say thank you for everything. I love you all so much.
I'm starting a sleeve here too (:
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Permalink Reply by reetz on -
im really glad gc saved your life, seriously. Like Bev says, im sure there was someone who needed you, theres always something to keep living for.
Glad you are okay now and know that your words can really help someone else;)
good charlotte is life, the rest is just details:)
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Permalink Reply by Becca on -
indeed. a lot of these stories are super touching...i really am happy that all of us are opening up to each other more. Were all family here. <3 i hope at least someone from GC is reading this thread and is reading about all our stories. That would be amazing. I love you guys. thanks for sharing all this. it means a lot to me.
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Permalink Reply by Becca on
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also i want to be like you ladies when i get older. your NEVER too old for any type of music (;
GC FOREVER <3
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